I miss your smile
The way your eyes used to light up when you would see me.
The way you would get in my truck when I would pick you up.
The way you would say my name it was like silk flowing through your lips.
I miss your tall awkwardness that would compliment my short stocky structure.
I miss your crazy brownish hair that would always find its way in my eyes.
I miss the hugs the cuddles on the couch watching cartoons or teen mom.
I miss the way you used to hold my hand its like nothing could tear us apart.
I miss the kisses its like fire trying to burn everything in my body trying to get to you.
I miss our talks
The pie dates
The I love yous were my favorite its like with everyone our love grew stronger.
I miss everything
The fights even just because I knew when you fought back you still cared..
I miss everything..
Most of all I miss you..I do I miss you terribly.
I don’t know what happened..I don’t know why I was jealous…I wanted you all to myself because you made me happy..and I didn’t want it to end..
I don’t know why I became so grouchy and selfish and because of that I pushed you away..
It’s not that I was trying to keep you away from your family but mainly to protect you from the bad things. I was trying to help..
I did what you asked me to when you asked and in return it resulted in your family hating me..when I was only protecting you..
I don’t think you realize that..but I was.
I tried so hard to give you everything I could.
In the end I pushed you away..it’s the worst feeling ever.
To have everything ripped from you..everything that kept you going on to the next day.
I’m sorry and I still love you with all my heart no matter how much I say I don’t..it’s a lie.
Now..well now we have to go our separate ways no matter how hard it is to do so but never forget that ill always be there to pick you up when you fall.
As long as your happy ill step aside and look over my shoulder every now and then to make sure you’re alright.
I miss your smile
Someone’s probably in love with you right now, even though you think you’re boring and stupid and smell bad most of the time, someone probably saw you last week and wiped their sweaty hands on the insides of their pockets and thought about your body under your clothing and about how you would look asleep in their bed